Now I`m under several pressures.Graduating issues,graduating exhibition,commercial illustration works,it seems that I don't have enough time to finish.I need some rest!!I really don`t know what to do,the only hope is having my last summer vacation in China.My school is great,so it brings a lot competitions,and I hate drawing as a job.Nobody can force me to draw and at the same time wish those works great.......i`m not a super woman!
Yesterday i had a nightmare again...that was a story about taking Chinese university entrance examination....after I graduated 4 years,my senior high school faculty called me to come back to my old school to take that stupid exam!When I opened those books,I did not know a single word....Every time i dreamed this dream,after I wake up i feel lucky I`m away from that kinda life.shit.
I wish I can spread a new life in US.Hope i can do better.
This is my only wish.